The Epilogue

Epilogue Pt1.

   Welcome back to the Reebecca Black experience. This segment will be about some recent research that has been coming my way. On my duration of daily life, watching movies, documentaries, books and in conversation. All has been circulating around women and the need to obsess, or feel the need to be a savior, or the temptation of entering the space of a possible or actual serial killer. Reading books, writing novels, obsessing over a movie series, interviewing from jail cells, writing letters and sending post cards for the sadistic male gaze. Effortlessly falling captive to their charm, their innocence or what's left of that innocence.

   The obsession of looking death in the eye's whether it is real or fiction. Time stamping innate ways of life surrounded by the possibility of fait being tested. Tour yet again with me down this path of celebrating that guilty conscious of psychological obsession on Coffee House Confessions.

Epilogue Pt2.

I have been writing Coffee House Confessions for seven years now. Each season packed with it's own truths, new and seasoned Muses. Transgressed into your favorite kink blogging all over Philadelphia. From coffee shops to Libraries, and inside of some famous dungeons you may or may not know. With my nine years actively inside what used to be the Under Ground Kink Scene. I know all the in's and out's of what it means to be on both sides of that spectrum. I know what it means to play along the thin lines of awakening the beast inside of you. Submissively and Dominantly taking control but also loosing that control in the moment.

Creatively taking back a small piece of the unparalleled power exchange that happens inside of your spirit when awakening that beast. Adapting that intake on what is now Coffee House Confessions. While also toying around with the idea of murder mystery. One of my most favorite genera's right next to horror. Being an admirer of such talents both reading and observing, I wanted to be that person who creates an alternate reality. I became that person to create a safe space for kinks of all kind, mystery, suspense, LGBTQIA characters, while also putting local coffee shops on the map.

People ask me why I chose to become a writer. I'd like to think the rebel in my spirit allows me to come out of my comfort zone and place myself in a transgressive world where I am allowed to give myself permission to explore the mind of an Artist, Murder, Psychopath and all other beings that exist within our reach. That would otherwise label us as "crazy" or "insane".

Writing Murder Mystery tied in with Erotic Romance gave me an option to evaluate why us as humans are so willing to perambulate ourselves so deeply in the minds of sick qualities. With my background in Psychology, Sociology and Philosophy it became clear most of my questions that had me in a chokehold. Giving myself the opportunity to learn and study the brain and how it functions on a deeper level. It became more than just gore. It became more than just sex.

It's an experiment, expression and a learning process. Toying around with reality in a safe space became the core to my excitement for writing fiction. How it works? I know some people read my blogs for the first time and are a little confused. So here's a quick rundown.

Each week a new muse is discovered and taken into account. I then transgress their lives into something beautifully damaged. I give them the edge that possibly they always wanted, needed even. Tying in my own experience as a Dominatrix in the underground community with a discrete ideal of their sex life.

With that being said all the settings change, sometimes the scene takes place exactly where I am. The characters change, the kink changes. It's a revolving door of sex, gore, murder mystery, cliff hangers and chilling short stories. Coffee House Confessions is my baby. I wanted every week to be a new experience, an eye opening experience. And a walk through my experience of the trails of imagination. I love expressing myself using my words and art on paper or canvas. Some days I may even be a little quiet or shy. But then I remind myself that not everything has to be so serious.

Blog Breakdowns:

Season 8 Episode 1: Burberry Pussy

An innocent woman moving into a new town with her partner frequents a local coffee shop in the neighborhood. She ha a slip up and cheats on her partner with the coffee barista. The barista becomes obsessed with the main character and kills her and then taking her own life.

Season 8 Episode 2: The Hidden Truth about Librarians

A guy and a girl meet for the first time on a date via dating apps. The picked a public place a coffee shop between both of their living commutes. They meet up, hit it off eventually and began playing a very dangerous game. venturing off into a local library where they would begin to have sex in a public place. The thrill is whether or not they would get caught. The do behold a surprise visitor.

Season 8 Episode 3: Roped In

The main character Nadia meets a woman at the bar while taking a load off from law school. Drinking and taking some personal time to herself they eye fuck each other from across the bar. The woman invites her up to her hotel room where they begin to have sex and is then tied up. The strange woman then executes Nadia with the motive of already knowing who she was and taking her out for a huge payout.

Season 8 Episode 4: Written in Blood

A writer with writers block gets an invite to a under ground party nearby. The place is so discrete and spooky she almost hesitates going inside. Inside there's a sex party happening where she is exploring a side of her she hasn't before. Fighting temptation in a scene with a couple she flees to the bathroom to pull herself together. Inside the bathroom is where her writers block ends and a murder begins.

Season 8 Episode 5: Jawns be Drallin

The main character Kai is an undercover serial killer who has been trying ton stay clean for her new family. After months of going pale, not eating and dragging herself to make it through each day. She leaves the house one day and comes back a different person, happy, exhilarated and a new Kai but with blood on her shoes. Her wife becomes suspicious and plans how she was going to catch Kai in the act before becoming her next victim.

Season 8 Episode 6: Swollen Kisses

A sexy and sad drawn out way of explaining a woman's kink of watching people eat because of her anorexia, the men she dates specifically all have eating disorder's where they can't stop over eating. Based on the kink Mukbang.

Season 8 Episode 7: An Inevitable Reaction

Based on a real confession by an anonymous person that I know. An interesting take on a cheating wife that falls in love with a stranger who is also married. They share a special night a kinky night, a night where they both release something they had been holding in.

Season 8 Episode 8: Guilty Conscious

The joke is on the murder who tries to capture people by luring them in for free books. A famous writer gone mad and a book nerd following a trail. This particular woman is so damn kinky that all of the murderers tactics turn her on. So much that she dies with a smile on her face and her panties wet.

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